And by infested, I mean two or three, maybe four. Regardless, these things have it in for me. Every time I go outside, one seems to be waiting for me; within twenty seconds, I have to dodge out of the way and I do a little panic dance back to the house. One of these cheeky buggers slammed into the back of my neck, and I coulda sworn I heard it giggling as I freaked the heck out. Yet another reason I hate yard work and the outdoors in general.
"I cannot even begin to express what I feel right now. What I feel, this fire, this anger, wrath, hatred even, far transcends normal emotion. It consumes my entire being, boils my blood, has my heart pounding and racing, my muscles filling with blood for a fight, my mind speeding up and becoming hypersensitive, my training coming to the forefront. I feel this hate, at this moment, physically because I just learned that one of my friends was raped. This makes no less than six friends over the years that was raped. SIX! Six friends, damaged. Six friends whom I wish I had been there for. Six. Six men. I can say no more about those men, but they are six. I know some things about rape. I know how it works. I know what drives it. I cannot explain this, what I feel. I cannot say, what I would have done. I cannot do this, or show anyone what it is I feel. Judge me, if you wish. Think less of me, as you no doubt will. It matters not me. I have so much to say, but no way to say it… To my friends, I wish to say this; I wish, so much, so hard, that I had been there to stop what happened, it makes me nauseous. I would give everything to go back, to stop it, to change the past. To you, my friends, I would like to you to know that I love you. I love you so much."
Can you call yourself a Christian when you have so much hate in your heart? Hate for people who abort their babies, hate for gays, hate for Jews, hate for non-Christians. Why don’t you just join the KKK?
The Bible says a lot of things, but let’s keep in mind that it WAS NOT WRITTEN BY GOD. So…
Hate for the actions, not for the people. “Hate” for people who kill unborn children out of selfishness? “Hate” for people who willfully flaunt their sexuality? “Hate” for Jews? “Hate” for non-Christians? Have you actually read this Bible you’re professing to “hate”?
For people who do believe it was written by God, it’s not just “some book.”
Don't expect much if anything. I plan to slap words upon keys of black and white as the digital poet screams. Soiled thoughts of sadness mixed in with jubilant epiphanies shall crawl across this space. The odd video or two should appear as well. I am not the type to automatically follow back; I will peruse your archive for a while before deciding to follow or not. For more information, type in /blahaboutme at the end of the url.